aaaaaarrrrrggggh...............
NYESEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEL, gue orang yang paling BODOH sedunia!!!! gue padahal tau kesempatan NGGAK akan dateng DUA kali, tapi gue tetep ngandelin keBEGOAN gue yang udah gue rasa sejak lama.
tolooong donk buat gue sadar, kalo gue nggak akan pernah liat dia lagi! tolong bikin gue ngerti, kalo "IT IS THE LAST TIME I MET HIM"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"I WAITING FOR OUR SECOND MEET, I AM VERY HAPPY FOR THAT"
Kadang gw suka bertanya dlm hati, kenapa gw bisa suka sama sesuatu yg keras dan tak berhati. Kenapa gw cuma bisa nanya hal ini ke loe semua? Tanpa ada keinginan dr gw untuk bisa survive sendri. Gw memang lemah, tapi dibalik kelemahan gw, gw hrs bisa nerima segala macem kekurangan gw dgn tetap menjadi diri gw sendiri. Itulah kunci nya...
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
